There is one kind of person who always waiting for others to give happiness to them, this kind of person always can not live happily. But I always want to know who can give happiness to another.

   I like this word which is called as quiet, and I also like to count quiet days to live. Clean sunshine, light breeze; I feel life is so beautiful. So without any reason I smile in the air of this winter. My best friends worry about me and carefully tell some old things about him.

   I pat her shoulder and tell her not to worry about. I tell her that it is enough as long as I am happy in this process. I do not look forward to forever, and also do not look forward to eternal, I just want the present. I know now he loves me, so I feel satisfied.

   I comfort my best friend and also an answer to myself. When he was not at home, I liked to stay in a quiet corner of the sofa and held a novel which he once read. I thought if you loved a person, you must enter into his inner world. He also loved to play an online game called Gaia Online, so I entered into this game. I bought some gaia online gold and created an account. I knew he was the person just like me, liked to stay quietly. We played this game not for ranks and earning gaia gold, just wanted to experience an feeling. We did not want to buy gaia gold, not because we were poor or too mean, and we just distinguish the life and game too obviously. I like him because he treats everything is patience and serious. He seldom buys flowers for me, but every year he remembers my birthday. Every day my life has no surprise, but I feel sweet in my heart.

   Until one day I found a photo of his former girl friend in his novel, I was depressed. I carefully put her photo inside of the book. I started to suspect whether he loved me, or just like the cheap gaia gold which is unreal. That day we quarreled. He never loss temper to me, and he was so kind man in my mind. He returned home to ask me to forgive him. I ignored him many times. He eventually left me. Eventually I could not seize his hands and gaiaonline gold.

   Happiness just like the debris is all over the ground. No matter how to scrabble up, it is still incomplete.

   I am a person who is lack of confidence. In my class of college my teacher asked us to list some advantages of us. My teacher asked me to say some advantages of myself, and I even did not know how to answer this question. Once I thought I had no advantage, but now I know I can not find my advantage because I never spend time to look for them.

   After I graduated from college, I found a job in a company. Every time I was busy doing simple and same job. I could be satisfied, I said to myself. After all not every person in my class could find so easy job. In this atmosphere I started to play online game. This online game is called Kal Online. It was introduced by one of my best friends. In the help of him I created an account and bought some kal geons for myself. I was new player in this game, so everything was so fresh and attracted me. But after I really entered into this game, I found it was so fierce, just like this society. I always heard from my friends that it was hard to earn kal gold. But I did not believe this principle. Through the exercise I found I was confidence when I played this game. Gradually I could earn some kal online geons. My friends relied on me and were willing to cooperate with me. I got a lot from this game. What about my life in reality? I was still that person who was lack of confidence.

   One day I was doing my job, suddenly my best friend sent messages to me and asked me to help him to play Kal Online. He said that he would give some kal online gold to me. I hesitated for a while, but I still landed on my account. When I played happily with my friend, my boss stood behind me. I thought I would lose this job. I followed my boss to his office. He said that it was wrong to bring game to the office. I felt shameful and did not say any words. He asked me to say some advantages of myself, then he would decide whether fire me or not. I still did not say any words and it was also a hard question for me. Suddenly my boss said to me that the skills I played this game were excellent and it proved that my mind was very flexible. I was so surprised when I heard these words. I knew I was wrong to play online games at work time. I promised to my boss. Without this game and kalonline Geons, I will not find my advantage. Now I become confidence and I believe that nothing is impossible.

   Suddenly I find I have nothing to do now, staring the screen of computer. My mind is blank. Unintentionally I saw some sentimental articles that made me become sad and depressed. I am afraid to cry, because I am afraid to see my fragile. I can not change some things that I do not want to see, just like I can not earn Entropiauniverse ped in Entropiauniverse. I see my tiny in this world. I want to cry, and I want to throw away my sadness, I want to smile just like in the past.

   I also have friends, but I still feel lonely. Even the best friend, she is unable to accompany with you at any moment. When I was lonely, I would land on my account. In this unreal world, I saw many people and many things. My friend in reality who introduced this game to me asked me not to believe the person in it. In fact if she did not say these words to me, I also knew, and I always knew. But it was hard to do for me. There was one person which once I called him as friend, but now I really hate him. He borrowed some Entropia Universe Gold from me; he said that he would return to me less than one week. When I needed Entropia Universe Money, he did not admit that he once borrowed them from me. I really did not know how to say to him, and I just cancelled him. It was only thing I could do to him. My heart was full of disappointment. I did not care about them, but at that moment I experienced sham of people. From that day I never say more words with the person in this game. Some people in my union said that I was not easy to communicate. Also some people hated me. So soon I left this union. After leaving union, I experience loneliness again. I think it is time to give up this game and cheap Entropiauniverse ped. Buy Entropia Universe Gold, I throw away this habit.

   I do not know when this kind of life will end. Loneliness and confusion becomes the fundamental key in my life now. My best friend tells me that I am a strong person at first sight, but my inner heart is sensitive. She is right. Today weather is bad, just like my feeling. Perhaps my feeling is worse than the weather today.

   If you treat me as your sister, I will be a little disappointed. But if you like, I will obey. You are the best friend of my brother; you are confidence and earnest person. Each of your advantages makes me moved.

   There is a period of time that I was addicted to play WOW. I spent a lot of money to buy wow gold. That day you appeared in my life. You went to my home to ask my brother to play basketball with you. You smiled politely to me; I also returned a smile and continued to play WOW. You stood behind me and watched me playing it. You said to me that you have never seen a girl liked to play this game. My face turned red. My skills in fighting monsters were not good, and you stood behind me made me very uncomfortable. My actions looked so foolish. You smiled and said to me that you could teach me. You promised to buy wow gold for me. I just regarded it as a joke. I did not hesitate and agreed.

But at that period of time I still waited for you. But you did not come to my home. It was really a joke, I said to myself. Until one day I was absence to watch film with my friends, my brother told me that you came to look for me.

Later you came to my home to teach me to play WOW. You always bought World of Warcraft Gold for me. You treated me very well. You said that I was a very kind girl and you asked me to call you brother. But no matter how hard I try, you are still unable to love me. I always know that there is an important person in your heart. You knew that I loved you, so you seldom came to my home. In WOW I seldom saw you. Suddenly I found this game was so boring. Then later I never play WOW and buy warcraft gold. If I continued to play this game, I would become sadder. When I saw cheap wow gold, I would remind of you.

That day I sent message to you. You said to me that you still wanted to be my brother. I thought it was good; at least I could close to you.

I really want to say thanks to you. Thank you for accompanying with me to experience the journey in WOW.