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just give up
Posted on October 12, 2008 at 12:52 PM - Post Comment
About 6 months ago I broke up with this guy i dated on and off for 4 years. It was a true "epic" love story. I mean it was a knock down-drag out fight 100% of the way, most of the best ones are. I ended things on kind of a bad note... I was so unhappy, he was too i think. We had just reached that point in our relationship where we couldnt pretend anymore... at least I had reached that point. It wasnt a terrible break up. No tears were cried, at least in front of each other. No names were called. As decent as I could have asked for. We had done some bad things to each other, but for the most part I only remember him for the good things. Anyway, the other night we went to dinner for the first time since the big break up of '08. I guess I didnt know that he still wasnt over me. I thought he 6 months is enough time... considering the way we ended thigns (being completely unhappy together). We're having dinner talking about who he's dating now (some girl for a few weeks maybe a month). Then I get into this guy I've been seeing now for like 5 months... and all is well with the ex. He seems fine he keeps asking casual questions, what does the guy do? How old is he? where did you meet him? blah blah. I finally tell him oh yea I met him at work and the ex just without sign bursts into tears and leaves the table.... He didnt come back for like 20 min. We never talked about why he was crying or why he just got up and left... He came back fine, and we went on with dinner as if nothing had ever happened... is this extremely awkward and strange to anyone else? At the end of the night I was getting in my car and he texts me 'it feels so weird not kissing you" ... oh god... ever since then the texts just havent stopped coming. Im OVER you dude!!!! i dont get it. Someone tell me how to handle this?
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