I am not sure what is going to happen today. I am really not ready to talk about Michael much more. I am still having trouble getting a full night of sleep. I am always waking up at around two o’clock and fitfully sleeping for a couple hours. It was rather interesting that several people told me that the moment Michael apparently died a few unusual things happened. With me it was Helen Ireland coming to me in a dream and I have no thought of her in years. Jesse had a child put his picture in the living room. There were more. I am not sure why he felt so abandoned when I ran into him. I really cannot imagine how I can be involved in Mikey’s life without being in direct conflict with both Kate and Annie. I am not sure how to handle this from this point forward.

 I sure wish I could get on the Internet this morning. Oh well.

Made the trip with Mikey and Annie. I had to wait around Michael mom's house for two hours while we waited on Katie and Jonah who was in the hospital from an infection probably a dirty needle.

I asked Mikey if he wanted me to call him and he said no he would call me tonight or tomorrow - he didn't do either.