It is not as cold as predicted. The sky is cloudy but it looks like things may be drying out. I think I will text Katie and see if Mikey can go to GP with me on Friday. Maybe we can negotiate something. I would like to exercise more today. I need to write to Cuddie and get that settled. There should be a few containers and some activity on that front. Not much else will be going on. I guess I should write up some of Bobby’s blogs. The power check has still not come through. I am not sure why. I should be getting paid again on Thursday. I am going to charge them late fees since I have to wait for the check.
Sort of a crazy day. There were early containers and it was a deal all day long. Quite a bit of hay was coming in. I did not exercise at all and ate about the same. It was pretty cold all day.
I sent a message to Katie early this morning but she did not answer it at all. I sent an email to Michael’s Mom and she thought that Annie was going to Texas tomorrow and going to come back next Tuesday. It would appear at this time that Mikey would not be able to go anywhere. I guess Michael’s Mom is going to give him a call tonight and hopefully put in a good word. I sort of doubt that the witch will be swayed one way or the other. Michael’s Mom made a crack about being a foster mom to an ex-con and it flew right past me. I emailed back that I never felt like a foster anything to Michael. There was something else between us – at least on my side. I am really not sure that Michael was as much impressed with me as I was with him. I suppose that is only natural. That last weekend he said he would leave me and I could not believe it. He said he would get by.
I called Mikey and we talked for a while. He said that he had eaten turkey last night and that he probably wouldn’t be doing anything for turkey day. I was sort of speculating and he said I could go to a restaurant or see some friends. I said well maybe later we could do something. He said my mom does not want you taking me anywhere unless she goes along. That put a definite damper on all things. I am not sure what I am going to do from here on out. I guess I could let her know that I could make some monthly contributions but I would have to be able to see Mikey from time to time. I guess if I have to go through her to be around Mikey then I am not really up to doing that. I guess Mikey is going to be all right without me. He has done all right so far. The bad thing is that I sort of feel like I am letting Michael down. I am going to have to do some more thinking about this. Right now I feel like shit and I would walk away from the whole situation if I had someone else to turn to. |