I should have only one container meeting me this morning. I have to take the trash out and get a hold of Doug to see if he cleaned the solid. What a fucking pain in the ass this service has become. I need to look around and see if I can line something up for Portland this weekend. There ought to be something.

I checked and they cleaned the solids on Tuesday. So that is out of the way. I was fairly busy most of the day. I did not write to Schimmele. I’ll try to do that tomorrow. I was able to get some hockey tickets for Saturday night. I have not heard from MM. I am not sure what is going on. I think I will just let it go for now. I called Mikey tonight at the regular time. The call was dropped I am not sure why. He said he got the day off and he probably wouldn’t do anything because Annie had to work. I ask about the hockey game and he said he wanted to go. We are not counting the days down and somehow he seems really subdued. It is all sort of ominous that it is the beginning of the end. I am sure that it would be hard on Mikey if he has to go to California and we wont be together. Damn if you do and Damn if you don’t. We cannot worry about what we think might happen. We have to take advantage of every minute that we have together. It would really be hard to say good-bye to him. It may not happen and we may have a lot of time together. We just have to hope that is the case. I am going to start working on him spending the weekend with me in a couple of weeks.