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I could not sleep for a while stewing over the situation with Katie and Mikey. I intend to let her know today that I will be coming to Portland on Friday and stopping by Annie’s house. I have some things that belong to Mikey and he should have them back. If I do not spend some time with him this weekend I do not intend to push things any further. I will withdraw my support and my life will go on. I do not intend to be her puppet. I will make the decisions that affect my life.. I think that she is blowing a good opportunity for some good influence in Mikey’s life but I am not going to push myself on anyone. I finally went to sleep and the alarm woke me. I got in several sessions of exercise yesterday and my caloric intake was pretty low. I have sort of a grinding headache this morning. Probably from the tension of the past ten or twelve hours. I probably wont contact MM because I don’t want to go through that as well.
So far not much has been going on. I am probably still under 500 calories and have been doing some sets every hour on the hour including some walking. I will try to call Katie this afternoon and let her know my plans. I will probably just leave voicemail if she does not answer.
I called her and shit wont melt in her mouth. She could not be more agreeable. I told her that I was coming and she said that had always been the plan. I told her I was planning things a week ahead that it was inconvenient and unfair for me to have to make some last minute changes. So I guess thing are on but we are still going to have that talk.
I talked to Mikey when I called Annie at seven thirty. I let him know I was coming down on Friday and everything was cool. The email from MM was that she was concerned that I was going to bail on Mikey – and that is a possibility. The phone is going to help us stay together however. But I think she needs to know I am not going to do that fucking creepy dance for those women. Nolan called and wants that book on rules and regulations. |