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If there is one door in the castle you have been told not to go through, you must.
Otherwise you'll just be arranging furniture in rooms you've already been in.
I AM MADE WHOLE BY THE MESSAGE OF LOVE BROTHERHOOD AND FREEDOM. GABRIEL HELPS US TO EXPRESS OUR TRUTH OPENLY AND HONESTY, RESPECT AND HONOR OUR INDIVIDUALITY AND LISTEN TO OUR INTUITION AND INNER VOICE.
Dear Lord Jesus and Mary, Mother of God,
Hold all these brave souls in the palm of your hand, comfort them and their families.
Send angels of protection, love, and comfort to all the service men and women still at war,
bring them home safely and comfort their families.
We ask all our prayers in Jesus' name. Amen.
This is the day that Michael’s ashes are scattered. I am up early and ready to go to MM and pick up Mikey. I guess we are going to breakfast afterwards.
We met on the bridge and MM said Michael this is your last jump and she and Mikey poured the ashes in the river. We went to Shari’s and had breakfast. Wes Davis was the only homeboy to show up. The rest was just immediate family and me. Took MM back to her house and dropped off Christa. After breakfast Mikey and John came to the motel to swim until about eleven thirty. We had lunch at McDonalds and then to the bowling alley for some video games. They were closed and went to a gym fun center but they were not interested so we took off to Medford to the family fun center. We played the rest of the day there for $70.00: mainly go-carts, bumper boats, miniature golf and some games inside. I think they had a good time. John said it was a great day and Mikey said it was the best day of his life. He and I got into a little tension over leaving MM and staying with Jonah and Veda. We had some sharp words but I am not sure what is testing and what is really on his mind. He ordered a hot dog and an ice cream deal. He fell asleep on the road home and sat in the car for a while. I finally talked him into going in the house. I visited with Pam and MM about the situation. So I might have said some things that I will regret but the hell. I really don’t know what to say to Mikey tomorrow except good-by and hope to see him soon. Wes Davis called me about getting money from Western Union. Pam called around and found out Fred Meyer was open. So when I called him back he wanted a ride to Fred Meyer. Man, it never ends. Now he wants to contact Mikey in Eugene. Fuck What a Mess! |