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If you think you're free, there's no escape possible.

MY ATTITUDES ABOUT MYSELF ARE RICH IN LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE. THIS ANGEL CAN HELP ME FIND THE ENERGY I NEED TO DO THE THINGS I LIKE, LOOK AFTER MY HEALTH, AND MANAGE MY ENERGY APPROPRIATELY SO AS NOT TO EXHAUST MYSELF.

God does not always heal us instantly the way we think. He is not a jack-in-the-box God. But God is walking with me through this.

O God, We thank you for this earth, our home; for the wide sky and the blessed sun, for the ocean and streams, for the towering hills and the whispering wind, for the trees and green grass.
We thank you for our senses by which we hear the songs of birds, and see the splendor of fields of golden wheat, and taste autumn's fruit, rejoice in the feel of snow, and smell the breath of spring flowers.
Grant us a heart opened wide to all this beauty; and save us from being so blind that we pass unseeing when even the common thorn bush is aflame with your glory.
For each new dawn is filled with infinite possibilities for new beginnings and new discoveries. Life is constantly changing and renewing itself. In this new day of new beginnings with God, all things are possible. We are restored and renewed in a joyous awakening to the wonder that our lives are and, yet, can be. Amen.

I guess it will be a cool cloudy day. I need to write to Robert and check out a few other things. Mikey should be returning to Eugene and we will just see how the weekend develops. He will have to invite before I mention much. I should stay around here and make sure I save some money. I might check out getting him his birthday present.

I had only one customer all day. Very slow and an order was cancelled. Things are going to have to change soon. I watched the end of Water and decided it was pretty good. Then the rest of the day I watch 200 Americans and that was a better story about a young gay guy coming over from New Zealand to New York and trying to fit in and get a job.