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No matter what you have, you could always give back a little and gain so much more.

THE ANGEL OF KNOWING. MY SENSE OF INNER KNOWING LEADS ME TO THE LIGHT. THIS CHERUBIM CAN HELP ME TO KNOW MY TRUTH, ANCHOR MY AWARENESS IN MY DEEPEST KNOWING, AND REMIND ME THAT I ALWAYS KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME.

Dear Lord, So far I've done all right. I haven't gossipped, haven't lost my temper, haven't been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, or overindulgent. I'm really glad about that.
But in a few minutes, God, I'm going to get out of bed. And from then on, I'm going to need a lot more help.

I am really concerned about Mikey. It is really bad news that Annie may be evicted if Katie and Mikey stay in that house. No wonder he is in such a snit. MM says that he has heard Mikey tell Katie that he’ll just call Grampa. He has not been that attentive for a while. I will just keep up the attention and let him know that I am in his corner and all he has to do is call me. I think I will try to call him around noon and see what is going on. I want him to know that he can call me on the Sprint phone anytime and talk as long as he wants.

I called Mikey before lunch and he was in GP and was going somewhere else tomorrow. I finally got to ask him if he would ever come to Hermiston and he said no it was weird. I am not sure what he was talking about. I mentioned the amusement park and he sounded excited and would like to do that. It is really hard to understand what is taking place there. I encouraged him to call me since it was free and he could call me at anytime. He said he loved me but he was anxious to hang up. I am not sure that I don’t embarrass him or something. Shit it is hard to figure out what to do or say.

I guess the Grampa Brett came by and said he had some time to spend with Mikey. I guess he was dirty and pretty well played out. I tried to call him tonight and there was no answer and the phone had been turned off apparently. I think I will try and call Katie tomorrow and see what she thinks is going on. I feel sort of depressed- there is not much I can do and I really feel helpless. I sure wish Michael would give me a sign that everything is going to be all right. I may be surprised at the things that are going to start happening. GP and Hermiston certainly sound like a better place than Eugene or California.