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We cannot change our past. We can not change the fact that people act in a certain way. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. We are one another's angels.

THE ANGEL PRINCE OF THE EAST. I PURIFY MY MIND BY AFFIRMING MY WORTH AND HONORING MY CHOICES FOR LOVE. THIS ANGEL CAN HELP ME TO ACCEPT MY FEELINGS, OPEN MY HEART AND FEEL SAFE EXPRESSING MYSELF AND MY INNERMOST FEELINGS.

I have a simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches Bless those who mourn, eternal God, with the comfort of your love that they may face each new day with hope and the certainty that nothing can destroy the good that has been given. May their memories become joyful, their days enriched with friendship, and their lives encircled by your love. Amen

If you've been contemplating opening up a new business or enterprise, today will likely be a perfect one to put your plans in motion. Your sign comes under the Dragon influence today, which favors thinking big and taking risks. The element of Water will also influence you, promoting growth and expansion.

It has been raining most of the day. So that has meant that the hay hauling has pretty much stopped. I had several containers hauling pellets and it did not move quickly. It was payday and Michelle was not around that much. She was nice enough to take Mikey’s package to the PO and send it off. Of course, it is going to be two or three days before it shows up down there. Damn. I heard from MM and she was happy to hear that we would be making an appearnace around Labor Day. I looked over my finances and they are bad. I really need to hit the Big One tonight. I would be happy to hit anything to tell you the truth. I did get that telephone call from Mikey just before I went to bed. I guess he had been sleeping and woke up and called me. He said he was also talking to his friend Asian Boy or Asian Monkey. He decided that he wants me to come down next weekend because this weekend he had a barbeque. He chose to go to GP rather than Portland. I would rather travel around with him that stick in Eigene but I have to watch those expenses that is for sure. Oh, it is going to be all right. My ship will come in and things will be great. I got a letter off to Nolan and complained to Tom about the requirement from the PO for the PO Box application. I notice that the polls are saying that Obama is behind but sometimes I feel they give us this crap so the news media will have a horse race to report on. Right now I am waiting for Alberto to finish unloading some sluff and I will head home. I finished the Butterfly Boy. It was about a Mexican kid who was gay and really struggled as a migrant worker. The story was okay but sometimes I felt it was hard to keep track of his thinking. I really had a hard time relating to his life style and the relationship he had with his relatives – especially his father. I also watched another episode of Weeds. I watched Our Sons again tonight. I checked and I saw it back in 2006. I still enjoyed it. I left a message for Mikey. I guess I could not expect to get a call again tonight.