Recently there are so many things happen, on me, on my friends, or on the people surrounding me. I think it is time to collect and note down my feelings.

   Last week I moved to a new place which was near my company. Before one week I was lonely lived a small house which made me depressed. Luckily now I do not feel lonely, because my friends accompany with me. They treat me very well and everything is good here. But some times I can not help reminding of that period of time when I lived lonely. Every day I was busy doing jobs, but when I went back home, I would feel lonelier. At this period of time I started to learn to play online games to kill my time. I met an online game called FFXI. To tell the truth, I did not like to play online games in the past. I never contact with it and I looked upon the person who was addicted in it. I thought it was a waste of time and money. I created an account for myself and bought some FFXI Gil. I became happy in this game. In this game I made a lot of friends, I never thought to earn any Final Fantasy XI gold, because in my view, I just wanted to make myself not so lonely.

   Now I had no time to play FFXI and buy FFXI gold, but I think I will never forget this game and warmth it once gave me. It is an unforgettable journey in my life, I learnt a lot from it and I also became mature. Happiness is a thing which we always want to get, but loneliness is also an important part in life, loneliness can teach us to grow up.

   Just this morning my friend sent messages to me. He said that he would buy FFXI Gil for me. I was so happy, not because of the thing he gave me, but because I thought of that he cared about me. He also told me that one of my classmates would get married in this week. In my impression she was so outgoing and open girl. Soon she will finish a beautiful and important dream in the life of a woman. I was happy for her. This kind of feeling, even earning cheap Final Fantasy XI Gold can not compare with it.

I like to note down some feelings, and I also like to share them with everyone.

   We never say goodbye, my best friends. Perhaps I am not suitable to play online games. When I hear my friend will leave this game, I will be depressed. I am really not willing to see they leave.

   My friend usually tells me that it is only a game without any sense; it is just a way to relax. Life and games should be separated. I always know this reason, but when someone in our union left, I still could not accept. Our feeling in the game is true, and I think everyone in our union should have this common view. Almost everyone in our union is kind and always likes to help others. Such as me, as a new player five months ago, I received many helps from my friends. I just knew every time when I needed angels gold, they would give me. When they went out to do tasks, they would bring me. At that time my skills were not good and often spent a lot of time to kill monsters. But they never treated me as a burden. One of my friends in our union told me that we were a team. Yes, we are a team. So I cherish each person in my union. Just from that moment I knew that the most important thing in Angels online is not cheap angels online gold, but the friendship.

   I knew some of my friends left this game because of different reasons. I never complain. As his or her friend, I should respect to their decisions. I know playing an online game for long time may feel it a little boring. Sometimes I also had this kind of feeling. I once thought that I would give my angels online gold to my friend and then left this game to try another, but later I quitted this thought. I do not know how long I can continue to play this game, I just want to enjoy every moment with my friends in this game. Once you develop a habit, you find it is hard to quit, just like I have a habit to buy angels gold. Although some of my friends have left, I still do not like to cancel their numbers, because it means one day I have the chance to meet them in Angels online, this is a place where we once struggled for.

   We never say goodbye, my best friends in this game. I believe one day we could meet again.

       What is friendship? Different people have different ideas. I know that the true friendship does not need to care for a lot. There is sentence say that a friend in need is a friend in deed. Yes, it is right. When you are in trouble, your friend helps you. Then you taste the precious friendship. However this sentence gradually becomes wrong. Some people only want to request to his or her friend, but never think of what he or she can do for their friends.

I have heard that a lady in the public occasion said that she never believe there was true friendship in this world. I did not know her. If I was her friend and when I heard her words, how sad I was. I think this kind of people will never get true friendship. I always believe there is true friendship in reality, also in online games.

In an online game called Last chaos I meet a lot of friends, and they make me know the friendship is precious. They are more important than last chaos gold, I think. One time our leader picked a lot of equipment, so he sold them to get some lastchaos gold, then he shared with us. I was moved by some things in this game. I had few time to play Last chaos and seldom buy last chaos gold, so my skills were not good. But even so, they were still willing to take me to do tasks.

Gradually I can master this game; I also could teach some new players to play this game. I was glad to give my lastchaos money and equipment to them. So I got a lot of friends in it. I think true friendship just exist in such a base. The base is that you must treat others with your true heart. If you are not able to do, how can you demand others? Last week my good friend in campus knew I liked to play Last chaos, so she promised to buy cheap lastchaos gold for me. She said that I helped her a lot in campus. I smiled, and I did not know she still remembered these things.

I understand a truth. Do not care about how many things you have done for your friend, but you must consider what you can do for your friends, just in this way you can get true friendship.

   My mobile phone is so quiet. I am always expecting. I hope my mobile phone rings in a certain time and the person phones me is that the person I look forward for a long time. She says to me that do you know how much courage I use to dial your number. But I still can not wait for her to phone me.

   This period of time I always remind of her, her smiles and her sorrow. All of things about her will make me concern about. Our encounter is a beautiful incident. We met in an online game called Fiesta Online. We met because of fiesta Gold. Every place in this game we once walked together. She knows how much I love her, I believe.

   I still remembered the first day when we met. She borrowed some fiesta money from me. She said to me that she needed them to upgrade her equipment. May be her sincerity moved me, so I did not hesitate to borrow fiesta online gold to her.

   I did not think that less than one month she found me and returned my fiesta online money. I said to myself that she was a kind girl. So the third time when I saw she was lonely in doing tasks, I decided to help her. I never believe love in this unreal world, but at that moment I had the urge to protect her. From that day we got together to travel in this world. Once I played this game just for entertainment, sometimes I spent money to buy fiesta Gold just wanted to make this game become more interesting. But she came into my heart; this game became different for me.

   She liked to call me brother, but I was not willing to accept this appellation. Eventually that day I could not help expressing my love to her. But she told me that she wanted to consider for some time, then she would phone me. So I was waiting. The process of waiting for someone to respond is a suffering. From that day she never entered into this game, it made me depressed. Sometimes I thought if I did not express to her, may be we could also be friends, just like every friend in this game. But there are no regretful pills in this world. I really do not know what I can do now.